Hiya, I’ve just finished my first term at Oxford reading History. I had a great time eventually but struggled a lot especially at the start of the term with depression and anxiety and was considering rusticating for a year at one point. That said i managed to keep up with the work decently and by the end of term had created a decent social life for myself. It’s the first week of the vac and I have three essays to write for next term along with collections to revise for. I only have five weeks and (unless i’m really misjudging collections) I have a lot to do so i’m trying to start now so i don’t panic later. Im experiencing terrible burnout and mentally can feel myself getting worse again which worries me.
In terms of the collections I would really appreciate if someone could explain to me (someone who has taken history preferably) how to revise for them. I know people say they aren’t that important and i’m not concerned with doing spectacularly in them i just want to be decent. I’ve had a look at past papers and spoken to my tutor and (unless i’m being really dense) it just seems to me that the essays I have been writing in terms of only cover a tiny proportion of what each topic is about. For example if my essay was on the impacts of Magna Carta I would only read with that question in mind (to save time) which i thought seemed reasonable. But a question in the collections on Magna Carta (a topic i have ostensibly covered) could be on the causes, the document itself, it’s reception, whether it was effective - the list goes on. Do I literally need to go through each topic and read with every possible question in mind. I don’t know if i’m just being lazy but to me that just sounds an insane thing to have to do for 8 topics, for exams that everyone says don’t matter and in my “holiday” after a term that has been so exhausting.
So I just would like someone to tell me honestly what is expected of me. Feeling a bit lost!