Hey guys,
I want to start this post by saying I don't want to come across ungrateful because I know how lucky I am, but it's just something I need support on. For 2025 entry, I applied to 4 dental schools because I wanted to become a dentist. I won't lie I decided to become a dentist on a whim post GCSE's and wasn't sure if it was right for me, so I done an EPQ (and got an A*), work experience, all that expected stuff. But it was when I went on a univeristy dental summer school that I genuinely fell in love with the course, and realised theres nothing more i'd love to do then that. So I applied, and wasn't going to put a back up because I couldn't see myself doing anything else. But, then someone told me why not apply for medicine as you can apply for 4 dental schools and 1 med school so I thought since for this specific university I was contextual i'd go big or go home and applied for it with absolutely no intention that i'd do it. Then I got 3 pre-interview rejections, missing the UCAT cut off for 2 by 20 points which is what 2 questions. I had one interview, and had also gotten a medicine interview from the same uni which would be before the dental one. I decided to go to the medicine interview, with zero preparation or any stress whatsoever because I tohught it would be good practice to get to see the university and kind of the jist of how a real interview would be like as a pre-run before my dental interview. Then my dental interview came, and the day of I had food poisoning, on the floor 2 hours before my interview thinking what am I going to do? I could call up which would mean they could postpone the interview for a year so not have entry this year, so I decided to do my best and go into the interview and try. To keep it brief, I got rejected, and my heart was shattered, bracing myself for a gap year. Then a week later i'd gotten an offer for medicine. I remember laughing out loud in confusion and thinking what luck I have because I had always said that medicine is not for me and now it was the only offer I had. But I didn't care for it because I knew what I wanted to studied hard. Then A-levels rolled around and I stayed focused, until I came home from biology paper 2 to find out my brother was diagnosed with cancer. How do you focus after that? I tried and fought to get through all the exams, and in the end was confident I'd end up with a C in chem so during the summer looked at foundation dentistry courses. I ended up with AAB (B in chem) and when i tell you i was joyous, (for context i'm contextual at most but not all unis), and seen on ucas id be accepted to do medicine. That morning I called every dental school on a whim with the small hope that maybe somehwere dentistry went into clearing, but of course it didn't. I was sat on results day thinking before that I wouldn't even meet my med offer and now looking at the acceptance thinking maybe this is meant for me. Dentistry is insanley competitive and I knew the likelihood of getting in with a B was low, so what did i do? Went and took the offer, and partly the reason i took it was for some much needed good news for my family during the difficult news. But now I'm in med school, and i'd be lying if I said I haven't enjoyed being a student, meeting new people, new friends, side quests, but in my heart I miss dentistry so so so bad, I feel like im playing pretend in a room full of people so passionate to be here, and I question what i'm doing. When I meet people and they say they're doing dentistry, it opens up the wound, when I see anything surrounding it I feel myself yearning so much because truly in my soul I am so passionate about it and nothing would bring my greater joy in my life then to be a dentist. I'm not really sure what to gain from the post, I guess any advice, I have looked at abroad but truth be told I cannot afford it. Theres maxiofacial surgey, but a key appeal of dentistry has always been that it's a five year course 1 year training and then you are done, so I guess right now i feel absolutely stuck. I want to say again I know how lucky I am to have the opportunity to study medicine as so many people dream of this, but my heart lies elsewhere and I don't know what to do. Sorry for the long post