Hi, I am currently a Y12 student in an online school with an AS programme (history, english lit, sociology) - I chose to do my courses online, because I live in a country where international education is very expensive, so I was looking for something which would be both affordable and familiar (I previously studied in English and did my IGCSEs in English too), so I can finish my studies. I also have a part-time job, and it's nice to have a flexible schedule to work in the mornings.
But I’ve had a problem with, I guess, staying motivated with what I do? I have experience with both public and private schools before, and the second half of my IGCSE year I went through completely on my own, with minimal interactions with tutors/some teachers from my past school who were kind enough to offer some help.
I have good grades, friends and I do have a genuine passion and curiosity for my subjects of choice, but recently I started to struggle with finding meaning in what I do. Most of the days it’s just me, my books and some pre-recorded lessons which genuinely - feel extremely dry and half-baked sometimes, so I have to dig on my own for additional information on my subjects (articles, essays, books, publications, videos, anything really.) But sometimes it’s still not enough, and it just feels like most of my work goes nowhere since there is no one to share it with and no one to receive any meaningful feedback or that sweet, sweet academic validation from.
It’s pretty expected that online school would be pretty lonely, and that it’s expected for a student to do a lot of morale heavy-lifting, but I was wondering if anyone else encountered a similar problem in terms of finding the motivation to keep going? Thanks in advance to any repliers! :]