Im in my 1st year of my MPharm degree, and currently 19. I took a gap year after A-Levels as i originally wanted to go to dental school but i failed to get in. When I was applying to unis in year 13 and even when reapplying in my gap year, I was adamant on not applying to med, because of the working conditions for junior doctors, and the competition to even be able to specialise. I didnt think it was worth it. But now, I just have this burning desire to do medicine. When i think about my life being pharmacist its just not what I want to do and I am so sure of it. Even if the benefits of pursuing medicine aren't that great in the UK, I want to help people in the way doctors help people (which I know sounds basic but is the true reason why I want to do this degree in the first place). Not to say that a pharmacist doesnt play a crucial role in patient care, but its just not what im passionate about. I can't imagine any other career for me than being a doctor. It may seem like im indecisive, which i cant say isnt true, but my desire to be a doctor feels different to the other careers Ive considered. I honestly only considered dentistry and pharmacy as alternative options because of the pay and better work life balance, without being passionate about either of them.
I feel like I've missed my chance to become a doctor. I am unsure if med schools would accept me for their undergrad course because if I applied to it in for 2027 entry, I would have completed my 2nd year of my degree, and I've heard they're less likely to accept you if you're already considerably far into one degree. I also achieved AAA at A-levels and the standard offer for med schools are A*AA, so I'd have to possible resit one of my A-levels, which a lot of med schools also don't accept. Due to all of these obstacles, I considered Graduate entry medicine, but I'd be 23 when I graduate MPharm, and if I qualified to become a registered pharmacist I'd be 24 when I start GEM, and 28/29 when I graduate. I just am unsure at that point if its worth it, financially. I come from a working class family, so I would have to support my GEM course on my own, and I'd hope to locum as a pharmacist while completing GEM. The workload for GEM is huge and with the current state of the NHS, it's like id be digging my own grave. But I just cannot imagine any other career where I'd be happy, and when I think about just giving up and being a pharmacist, I do not feel fulfilled.
Can anyone give me advice?