I feel utterly alone all the time, and even when I am with people I feel as though I'm a total burden to them, like they'd rather be doing something else. I've part of a very small group at sixth form who I don't feel are liked by many others, and thus feel consistently anxious and panicky about going into school only to find the friends I do have are away and I'm alone. I often did this anyway, but lately especially, I'm finding myself analysing myself, my past and my future and what has gone wrong / what is likely to go wrong, and wishing I could change but feeling like theres no point because my loneliness isn't going to change before university anyway.
my mum thinks its either the time of year or depression which is making me glum, and has suggested that I go to the doctor, but I don't really see any point because I don't feel like I have anything to complain about, and it's not like I'm contemplating suicide. I have a lovely boyfriend, some good friends and lots of university offers which has meant I have a lot more choice for the future than I originally estimated I would, but I'm still miserable.
I don't know why I made this thread, I suppose it's a quite cliched really. I was just wondering if anybody had any opinions as to whether its likely to pass, what I should do, yadayadayah.
hope this helps xxxxx
I'll give it a little time, see what happens. If it continues I'll go and speak to my doctor, see what he thinks. thank you all x