My thoughts on the last bit of 2 Timothy:
Poor Paul. You just wanna give the guy a hug, being deserted by all his friends and suffering alone
This recurring idea of false teachers intrigues me. Like I think I said the other day, I'm not sure that I've experienced any false teaching per se. I've certainly seen false witness to Christ and the values He taught us in my life and on this forum. Whilst I don't necessarily doubt his teaching, I do not think my parish priest is a man of God at all
I have been fortunate enough to see, hear and feel the Holy Spirit in other priests though (mainly in Oxford, both Catholic and Anglican) and I take great comfort in that
Talk of false teaching makes me thankful for the head of my secondary school. She is faithful to Church teaching but a seriously kick-ass feminist nun. She was a real inspiration and showed me how Christians can live and spread their values in the real world
2 Timothy 4:3 struck a chord with me because I have an awful tendency to seek affirmation from others, in all matters of life. I always long to hear what I want to hear, which isn't necessarily the best way to approach life. Something I have been learning over the past two years is that affirmation needs to come from both God and myself: I can't look to others for it. Similarly then, maybe I need to not look to priests or the Bible to tell me what I want to hear, but rather what I
need to hear
In all honesty, I don't think of standing in the presence of God much, nor the second coming/end of the world. At various points in the day, I turn my attention to God or become aware of His presence
If people looked at me, would they know I am waiting for God? I feel only two people in the world know the real me and those two people know with full certainty that I am waiting for God
To others it might not be particularly obvious
If I died tonight, could I say 2 Timothy 4:7? Well that depends really on how you see me. I don't claim to be a particularly good or reverent Catholic but I think my own personal faith journey over the last 2 years - the things I have heard, seen, felt and borne witness to - mean that yes, I could say these things
2 Timothy has got me thinking about false teaching. It's an interesting area