Frustrated and fed up at being single

I'll date you, sound like the girl I've always dreamed of :P haha. Don't let the username deceive you.

Ive never had a proper relationship. The longest "thing" ive had was 5 months...we didnt sleep together or really get that close because it was a bit of a LDR. He went off with someone else.

The most recent guy I dated, was all over me- then when I wouldnt have sex with him on the second date...turns around and says "it didnt feel right" the following day and completely blanks me ever since.

Another guy I liked got with my friend.

A guy I like at the moment, is confident but shy around me; though friends inform me he likes me- and he gave me that signal too. So I thought Id text him and see if he wanted to meet up sometime, this was at 2pm this afternoon and he hasnt responded. So I take that as a no.

Now, Im starting to think what the hell is wrong with me? I model, Im studying to be a doctor, Im told I have a funny sense of humour...I wouldnt hurt a fly and try to be nice to everyone. And yet here I am on the shelf, single- while everyone at uni starts to get together. And Im sick to death of it happening for everyone else and not for me Im sick of hearing "stop looking and it will happen"...whether im looking or whether im not it NEVER happens.

/end of rant. What am I doing wrong?

I feel your pain, OP.

I have been single for 5years and in that space of time, all I have managed to get it men who want sex and nothing else. To make things worse, bloke who I have liked for 4years promised to take me out on Valentines day as a drink, asked him what he did (as I heard nothing) he went out with his GF for the night, regardless of telling me that he is fed up of her, the sex is crap and that he really likes me! So to be frank the next time he talks **** to me the word beginning with F will be used, along with off on the end of it.

My advice: dont stress and worry as one day someone somewhere will come along . . (that is what I have been told the past 5years . . .still waiting ..

youre gonna tell him to fumble off?

I just keep hearing one day one day.

I want that day...I have waited so long, I know I sound spoilt and frustrated and spazzing out because of rejection. But I could scream....I really could. Im sick of bein gon my own, Im sick of being lonely. And the answer would be no you dont need a relationship to be happy....but id rather like one.,


Im just sick to absolute death of tossers, wasters, sex seekers, liars, gall lacking spinless guys who cannot be arsed to respond, boys who think they are men, guys using shyness as excuse, players....Im sick SICK SICK SICK SICK to death of the lot of them. After all Ive been through I deserve some happiness and yet life seems to be one continual ******* STRUGGLE.