Help?!

Last try on TSR, then i give up.....

Not feeling too good right now :frown:

Basically its the fact i have friends who dont care at all about me. Before i badly bruised my knee cap, couldn't move it for 10mins, and they were jumping on me, sticking things down my pants and kicking the ball @ me. Didn't help me in any way whatsoever, just left me to roll round like a Brazillian Diver (except it was really hurtin). But then, just 20mins from now, i was judged by them as ugly, and they didnt ask me to attend a party on that basis :eek:

. Some friends eh? That then is the main reason. Another is the fact i've just had to walk home alone for 30mins because nobody wanted to walk back with me :frown:

They dont care one bit, i just feel soo alone right now, and the only place i can turn to is here :frown:

Its not like i'm annoying, always try and stay on the good side of peeps, but maybe its cause i take games with them too seriously. It also annoys me when they give up when i play :eek:

, that really hurts :frown:

. I know i should go out and get new friends, but tbh i dont know how :eek:

, i just have extreme shyness in real life when talking to new people.... I only just started talking to my form tutor (whom i've been with for 5 years :eek:

). Please help someone, this is horrible, i dont know what to do :frown:

Oh, again, i sent them a text sayin i'm not feeling too good, and they reply with; "Hey Ste, Where ya floatin?"

I've been so thinking of just diving in front of a car on the way back, but couldn't put myself to it in the end.

Reply 1

kokopops

10

saiyamana

Last try on TSR, then i give up.....

Not feeling too good right now :frown:

Basically its the fact i have friends who dont care at all about me. Before i badly bruised my knee cap, couldn't move it for 10mins, and they were jumping on me, sticking things down my pants and kicking the ball @ me. Didn't help me in any way whatsoever, just left me to roll round like a Brazillian Diver (except it was really hurtin). But then, just 20mins from now, i was judged by them as ugly, and they didnt ask me to attend a party on that basis :eek:

. Some friends eh? That then is the main reason. Another is the fact i've just had to walk home alone for 30mins because nobody wanted to walk back with me :frown:

They dont care one bit, i just feel soo alone right now, and the only place i can turn to is here :frown:

Its not like i'm annoying, always try and stay on the good side of peeps, but maybe its cause i take games with them too seriously. It also annoys me when they give up when i play :eek:

, that really hurts :frown:

. I know i should go out and get new friends, but tbh i dont know how :eek:

, i just have extreme shyness in real life when talking to new people.... I only just started talking to my form tutor (whom i've been with for 5 years :eek:

). Please help someone, this is horrible, i dont know what to do :frown:

Oh, again, i sent them a text sayin i'm not feeling too good, and they reply with; "Hey Ste, Where ya floatin?"

I've been so thinking of just diving in front of a car on the way back, but couldn't put myself to it in the end.

o please dont do something like that!!

Reply 2

Ziggy Stardust

I'll neg rep you if you kill yourself.

Reply 3

Zurich

9

afireinside©

I'll neg rep you if you kill yourself.

Reply 4

LPK

20

saiyamana

Last try on TSR, then i give up.....

Not feeling too good right now :frown:

Basically its the fact i have friends who dont care at all about me. Before i badly bruised my knee cap, couldn't move it for 10mins, and they were jumping on me, sticking things down my pants and kicking the ball @ me. Didn't help me in any way whatsoever, just left me to roll round like a Brazillian Diver (except it was really hurtin). But then, just 20mins from now, i was judged by them as ugly, and they didnt ask me to attend a party on that basis :eek:

. Some friends eh? That then is the main reason. Another is the fact i've just had to walk home alone for 30mins because nobody wanted to walk back with me :frown:

They dont care one bit, i just feel soo alone right now, and the only place i can turn to is here :frown:

Its not like i'm annoying, always try and stay on the good side of peeps, but maybe its cause i take games with them too seriously. It also annoys me when they give up when i play :eek:

, that really hurts :frown:

. I know i should go out and get new friends, but tbh i dont know how :eek:

, i just have extreme shyness in real life when talking to new people.... I only just started talking to my form tutor (whom i've been with for 5 years :eek:

). Please help someone, this is horrible, i dont know what to do :frown:

Oh, again, i sent them a text sayin i'm not feeling too good, and they reply with; "Hey Ste, Where ya floatin?"

I've been so thinking of just diving in front of a car on the way back, but couldn't put myself to it in the end.

now now saiyamana. Take LPK advice.

Your shy because you probably think that u will screw up some how. Your friends arent helping your confidence so i suggest you leave them. getting treated like that is bullying. You really need to put in effort to chat to people. It will be hard but you get into the habit of it eventualy.

Reply 5

Wild Thing

11

hey....wheres my post gone :mad:

Reply 6

Wild Thing

11

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Mr. Saiamana....whatever you do DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE BEFORE I GIVE YOU YOUR REP!! I couldnt live knowing I didnt show such a nice person how nice he is (am i making any sense here lol) :bawling:

you are one of the best members on TSR and the only one that truly appreciates my sig for its worth...thank you for existing and making TSR a better place

everyone with me ------> to MR SAIAMANA :party: