Still think about him Watch
Never heard from him till 4 years ago out the blue he had got my email off someone and we was on msn for 8 hours till 6am. He said he and his girlfriend split a few months before. I sent him the old emails we sent back then and he said I must have thought a lot of him to keep them.
I met up with him, had been seeing my boyfriend nearly a year but he had no idea I liked this guy. When I met him I was the confident person I wished I was back then but I had lost my feelings but he had gained them for me. It tailed off after that and we don't speak now.
I have seen he was tagged on Facebook recently and I can't help but feel jealous as his new girlfriend of just over a year is a bit ugly and did some stirring between me and him. They look so happy in the photos and I feel like I will never get with him, especially as he moved an hour away and has moved on. I have a boyfriend of 4 years so shouldn't feel like this as I love him loads.
Can you forget a first crush?
Sometimes I get over people quicker than others, recently I'm having a bit more luck.
I guess there is always a place in your heart for someone that you fell for, for the first time. But i think you know in yourself that you need to move on, he has got someone else, you have a boyfriend of 4 years. I would have thought you are two very different people now, and possibly not the same you used to be back then. Concentrate on your current relationship and where that is going, its only fair on your current boyfriend.
OP, the guy I fell for when I was 14/15 still means a lot to me, and we're talking 4 years ago now. To me, he'll always be special and I'll always have a place for him. Saying that, it's probably because I still like him... :|My bad..
Can you forget a first proper crush? It's probably possible, but I say NO in most situations!