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why?why?why? WHYY

well

im slowly losing my mind not that randoms on the internet care but

i have four people in my year group. two do not speak english. the other one has a suicidal expression on her face 90 % of the time.

im not an anti social freak. im not that weird. im not ugly. im not a virgin. i get called at on the street at least three times a day (ok i know thats completely irrelevant and its london so everyone gets called at but tis the only glimmer of flattery or happiness i ever get)

i have a little man in my head constantly saying versions of the phrase: " just die already" all. through. the day.

do you think some people get punished because of their past life or what? because it really doesn't make sense that i have to move to the middle of a city and have absoloutly no one and everyone else gets to go to a normal school

with people

and a life

kill me.

Reply 1

Deyn_08

11

i go to a college with 2000+ 16-19 year olds
if you go college people may not like you
i am still a loner
try and change if you want, but colleges not all its cracked up to be.

Reply 2

cazzcazz

OP

Deyn_08

i go to a college with 2000+ 16-19 year olds
if you go college people may not like you
i am still a loner
try and change if you want, but colleges not all its cracked up to be.

but i used to have friends before i moved.

and im not a loner.

and i can't change cuz of the stupid exam board im on CIE. english schools dont do it apart from my random ass school.

Reply 3

Deyn_08

11

cazzcazz

but i used to have friends before i moved.

and im not a loner.

and i can't change cuz of the stupid exam board im on CIE. english schools dont do it apart from my random ass school.

yes, but if have no friend base you'll find it difficult
can't you change for A2?

Reply 4

RollerBall

20

There are four people in your year? Whaaaaaat?

Reply 5

cazzcazz

OP

Deyn_08

yes, but if have no friend base you'll find it difficult
can't you change for A2?

no schools do the CIE board.

I can't just start yr 12 all over again.

Reply 6

cazzcazz

OP

RollerBall

There are four people in your year? Whaaaaaat?

four. no more.

your welcome to shoot me.

Reply 7

ALICEMOON

2

top notch

Reply 8

RollerBall

20

cazzcazz

four. no more.

your welcome to shoot me.

Bluddy hell mate, how is that even possible? Is upper sixth just as bad?

Reply 9

Jay Deeee

11

wow cheer up ffs

Reply 10

cazzcazz

OP

RollerBall

Bluddy hell mate, how is that even possible? Is upper sixth just as bad?

upper sixth is worse... much worse

one person

not. even. kidding.

Reply 11

sweet-likkle-chick

1

omg why did u even chose this school in the first place?

Reply 12

common_person

10

Hey. It's only one more year. It'll be worth it for the feeling of getting out.

Reply 13

Anonymous #1

why cant you go to normal school? why does your school have a different exam board??

it might be best being social in other places, like clubs.

Reply 14

Lyndon1504

11

Your in London, in a year with only FOUR people?! hmmmmmmm.

Reply 15

RollerBall

20

cazzcazz

upper sixth is worse... much worse

one person

not. even. kidding.

Holy crap. Why has that school not been closed?

Reply 16

cazzcazz

OP

sweet-likkle-chick

omg why did u even chose this school in the first place?

they told me there would be 16 people.

they lied.

and i can't go clubbing cuz im not 18 yet.

and im so close to losing i its not even funny. everyone is expecting me to just cope with it but can you imagine spending every day in isolation at school? no one else has to :frown:

Reply 17

sweet-likkle-chick

1

cazzcazz

they told me there would be 16 people.

they lied.

and i can't go clubbing cuz im not 18 yet.

and im so close to losing i its not even funny. everyone is expecting me to just cope with it but can you imagine spending every day in isolation at school? no one else has to :frown:

maybe try and look at the bright side of things and make the best out of what you do have

Reply 18

cazzcazz

OP

sweet-likkle-chick

maybe try and look at the bright side of things and make the best out of what you do have

thanks

will try lol

Reply 19

*Lola_Stars*

1

cazzcazz

upper sixth is worse... much worse

one person

not. even. kidding.

Oh wow.

Well look at it this way, they are probably getting a much better education that the rest of us. :p:

Seriously though OP, are there clubs you can join? Maybe sports clubs where you can meet more people? I'm sorry that you are so lonely at school, but not long to go now!