I hope the thing that knocked me for six a few weeks ago that felt like flu was swine flu.. and that it give me immunity from getting it again... but knowing my white blood cells.. it probably won't.
And yeah, competitiveness sucks. 'Dear mwiko, thank you for your application blah blah blah, over 300 applications for a potential maximum of 3 places, blah blah difficult decision blah blah..' I am never going to beat those odds!