I have absolutely no luck at all, I can think of NOTHING, and I mean NOTHING good, or decent, that has ever happened in my earthy life.
So I went to school, got some decent grades, then I went to college and did what I got my best grades in, and ultimately enjoyed the most; Mathematics, Biology, Chemistry and Physics. I brushed off the opinions of others that said only talented people could go far with, obviously I was too ignorant and they were right; you have to be academically gifted to pass those types of exams at A level (IMO), you either have the ability to understand it or you don‘t. I lost interest in college and left, without the thought of studying other subjects which I class as a waste of time, ‘media studies‘, ‘law‘, ‘psychology‘.. total BULL $HIT.
So, time to find work.
Unfortunately for myself, I failed my driving test 5 times, to the point where I gave up, my theory test also expired, I gave up on the whole thing, even though I'm better than the average driver,. ‘SO KID, TOO BAD YOU CANT EVEN PASS A DRIVING TEST.. ! but where I live, I am miles from most places, so a car was a necessity .. the logical idea was to concentrate getting work close to home until I had a car to travel to a place of work, I applied to places that interested me, did psychometric tests, went to an interview, obviously with my luck - to no avail.
Then yesterday, I was out in town and saw a place recruiting for summer work.
I took the number and phoned them this morning …….. ‘oh sorry, all the jobs are gone’, that’s god-knows how many placements taken in the space of less than 24 hours .. then my dad tells me to get out of the house as I don’t have a job, we almost come to fisticuffs.
Did I tell you I was unlucky?
NO job, NO girlfriend, NO car, NO money, NO where to live, no point in life; no of point of living.
Do people have the right to tell me I don’t have the right to be suicidal?
My life's pathetic.
