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    Help me. I didn't know where to turn- being totally honest, I have too much of an ego to discuss this with someone I know or even seeing a professional. I keep contemplating suicide lately, at least 4-5 times a day- and the worst part is, I feel no remorse for doing so. I keep thinking about how I'm going to do it, and feel like a crazed lunatic for thinking this way I guess the only reason why I actually haven't is because I think about my parents and how much it'd hurt them (i doubt anyone else would actually truly care- all seem to be plastic in my eyes), but since I've tried not to feel this way but it keeps on getting worse and more profound, I really don't trust myself not to loose it at some point and just go ahead and do it. It sometimes feels like the solution to everything.
    ...Help me please. :o:
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    I dont think you'd do it. You just need something to take your mind off of it.

    You could go out, go to a friends house, play a game or just watch porn. What ever would take you off of the subject.
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    Taking his mind off the subject isn't exactly going to fix it.

    Get past your ego you stubborn ******* and go to the doctors, get some anti-depressants and counseling.
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    Why are you not happy with your life? You need to find out what is causing you to even consider such a horrific measure, dont do anything which is going to cause your family a lot of pain.
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    well you need to address the reasons and what's driven you to suicidal thoughts, and then resolve them
    only then can you get pass this, really...
    so drop the ego unless you want to drop dead, and seek help.
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    Talking to some one you can really trust does help a lot.
    But it isn't easy to get over your "ego", I know.

    seeking help isn't being weak....
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    Help me. I didn't know where to turn- being totally honest, I have too much of an ego to discuss this with someone I know or even seeing a professional. I keep contemplating suicide lately, at least 4-5 times a day- and the worst part is, I feel no remorse for doing so. I keep thinking about how I'm going to do it, and feel like a crazed lunatic for thinking this way I guess the only reason why I actually haven't is because I think about my parents and how much it'd hurt them (i doubt anyone else would actually truly care- all seem to be plastic in my eyes), but since I've tried not to feel this way but it keeps on getting worse and more profound, I really don't trust myself not to loose it at some point and just go ahead and do it. It sometimes feels like the solution to everything.
    ...Help me please. :o:
    What's caused you to start thinking this way? Is it something you can change?
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    (Original post by SerpentineLara)
    seeking help isn't being weak....
    :ditto:

    If you're ego gets in the way of you talking to someone you trust, try an anonymous service like the Samaritans. It'd be just as anonymous and non-committal as this forum, except you'd actually be talking to someone who knows what they're on about and could really help you. If you feel unable to speak to someone, you can e-mail instead.

    (Original post by http://www.samaritans.org/)
    Samaritans provides confidential non-judgemental emotional support, 24 hours a day for people who are experiencing feelings of distress or despair, including those which could lead to suicide.
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    If you can't talk to anyone in "real life", would you consider talking to someone on here/on another website? Just sharing your thoughts can really help It's helped me in the past. Feel free to PM if you want, hope you feel better soon!
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    take the edge off.
    i used to be in ur shoes, if it wasnt for crack cocain and whisky, i wdnt have made it


    i kid
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    The fact that you cant talk to someone makes you weak, you have to get over it and solve the problem.
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    are you getting enough sleep? make sure you are eating properly and enjoying yourself with what you find fun. get anti-depressants from the doctor. perhaps write down a list of all your good qualities and good things that are happening.
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    Dont do it, people WILL actually miss you.
    and you will regret it.
 
 
 
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