I think I messed up the only thing I had going for me......

Whats with all the **** replies, Trolls GTFO

Ok OP personally I don't know how this WoW works as i've never played it, I read your previous thread and you seem quite desperate to make freinds or just one. Can I ask you if your going to uni? You are a nice guy but you must be very shy which is understandable due to the bullying and lack of confidence.

Do this all will be fine;

How on this earth, can nobody talk to you for days or you cannot make friends? Do you shun society or look like you will bite someone's head clean off if they came and spoke to you?

You went days without saying a word to anyone, not out of choice? You always have a choice! So your telling me, that you cannot physically open your mouth to talk to someone? You shouldn't wait for people to initiate conversation with you, try and speak to them as well.

No that is not all that matters. Although she feels like a real friend, she isn't She's off the internet and probably lives thousands of miles away from you. Your probably never going to meet her, and in real life if you did meet her she probably wouldn't care about you. Yes have friends over the internet, i have a few as well, but you also need real friends.

At the moment your like

"I have an internet friend and she cares about me, i no longer need real friends"

Quit World of Warcraft right now, delete your account whatever. Go out and make friends.

Shes the leader of the old guild, she won't abandon them for me.

It didn't help the first time, it isn't helping now and it won't help if you post it again.
She is the only friend that I have ever had! do you understand now why it means so damn much to me?!

If you ask a girl if she's ok and she replies "I'm fine" she blatantly isn't fine.

But it's constructive criticism... you have to realise there is more to friendship than this girl you 'know' off the internet. If it makes you feel better that you 'know' her, fine, but making real friends feels so much better! And you won't make real friends while you mope over internet people.

It didn't help the first time, it isn't helping now and it won't help if you post it again.
She is the only friend that I have ever had! do you understand now why it means so damn much to me?!

Except sometimes. After all, what is she meant to say if she really is fine?!

This girl is not really your friend, she sounds as though she takes the game as seriously as you, which is a warning sign in itself. Get off the game and meet some people. I know it can be hard, but it's better to try than do nothing. You'll feel better just for the effort.

You lot stopped talking cos you joined a new guild? I think that's equvialent to cheating on your partner then.

Sorry but I couldnt help chuckle through this

But I can't just leave her.
I'm afraid of being alone again, I can't go back to that hell.

Ring her, apologise and arrange to meet up in real life. At least she will become a better friend than purely online.

I don't get how she isn't my friend.
She cares about me, she likes me and wants to be around me. (or at least she did).
Isn't that what a friend is?

You lot stopped talking cos you joined a new guild? I think that's equvialent to cheating on your partner then.

Sorry but I couldnt help chuckle through this

Does she though? She ignores you because you changed your guild. That's pathetic. If she were actually your friend, that wouldn't matter. WoW > actual relationships to this girl.

It is possible to have friends you only ever contact online, I have a couple, but that's due to geographical inconvenience. This doesn't sound like that. You've emotionally invested in this girl, and so that's why it hurts that she's ignoring you, but she shouldn't have that kind of power because she's not a real friend, she doesn't actually care.

She drove 400 miles in the middle of the night to try and find me, despite not knowing where I lived precisely. (I didn't have a way to communicate to her at the time. net down, phone broken.)
Im not sure if people do that for people they don't care about.