We get on generally, or so I thought, but then my mum comes out with a comment from nowhere that changes everything.
For instance, she just offered me a concilliatory remark (for a comment that even she realised was so far past the mark it was ridiculuosly painful, and considering she has told me getting pregnant with me was the worst thing that could ever happened to her, this is pretty impressive). It was as follows: maybe you're a good person when you are not around me, possibly. Or you may have changed a lot in the past year and I just don't see it.
I have volunteered abroad, worked for chariteesand generally fundraised. I don't smoke and have stayed a virgin because I don't believe in sex before love. I am not perfect or anything, I can't say I have never lied (like reasons I was off sick type thing) but I can say that I have never consciously hurt another person.
But guess what. It doesn't count because I am not a Christian.
Tonight she made me feel actually disgusted with myself. /thread hijack
...or just paranoid?