before i went to uni, my boyfriend of a year cheated on me with one of my 'best mates'. i fell out with her and eventually broke up with him. during my first year ive fallen out with a few more friends from my main group over various reasons.... mainly because they think im horrible for ignoring my ex-friend....
now im back over summer, i'd like to meet some of my friends for drinks etc, and im always getting invites etc, but this girl is always going too... and i know it might sound petty, but i really cannot stand to be in the same room as her! i tried twice to be at least polite to her, to see if we could make up, but she insisted she did nothing wrong, and made jokes about her and my ex (was still boyfriend at the time!) sleeping together.
so ive tried to be friends with her but it just isnt going to happen... i really cant stand to be in the same room with her as seeing her just makes me so angry..
thing is, i dont want to ask my friends to meet up, as i know they'll bring her, but i dont want to ask them to not bring her, as they'll just tell me im being stupid and ridiculous, and i dont want to risk falling out with any of them.
any ideas what i should do? sorry for long post, just need some peoples opinions on this!
...or just paranoid?