so im totally in love with one of my closest friends. we've been friends for awhile now and sometime in may we kinda hooked up. but we were kinda under the influence. so when i asked him the next week wht it meant to him he said it didnt really mean anything to him. i was pretty upset but about after 2 weeks things started turning back to normal, there was no awkwardness and we were joking around and stuff. so i dont understand why i let it happen but we kinda hooked up again...only this time neither of us were drunks. we were plain sober! and i was pretty confused after he said the frist time didnt mean anything to him. so i confronted him again about wht happened and he said he wasnt sure if he had those kind of feelings for me :'( he went on to explaint tht he did it cause he thought i was attractive and tt i have an amazing personality and tht he couldnt just help himself. he added that right before coming to uni he got out of a 2 year relationship in which he got hurt and tht he wasnt really looking for anything the first year of uni. which is pretty understabdable i guess but i still didnt understand why he would do that to me, someone he considered a really good friend? anyways the last week of uni he barely spoke to me, ignored me and to make things worse he flitrted with my best friend right in front of me continously.
so as soon as it was summer break i sent him the longest message ever telling him how i feel and how i was compeltely hurt by wht he did to me and hw he didnt even have the decency to talk to e afterward.
after a couple days he came on msn and said tht hed read the message and tht he was going to reply to it and tht he was sorry tht he ruined my last month of uni. tht was over a month ago and he still hasnt written that letter.
no shockingly... he's started flirting with me again. constatnly everyday for the past week. and i obviosuly like an idiot cant help myself so im fliritng back. all i wanna know is what is he doing now?! is he using me for sumnmer time boredem? im so confused and still so badly in love with him.
i would love to know wht u guys think!
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