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    What the title said... Have any of you ever wanted to die, just not have it deal with it anymore... if yes, then what happened...

    I dont mean this as an on going thing... but just a momentous, aprupt desire of just getting it over and done with as a result of something bad happening or people turning on you without warning...
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    Daily. I take crazy people meds now :
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    I think this is pretty normal. Comes and goes. Ride with it.
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    I tend to think of ways to end it randomly throughout the day when I feel down...no one knows about it in my family or group of friends though (TSR now does)
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    I need to see a psychiatrist tbh
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    Yes. I also take crazy people meds but the feeling is so strong they don't work most of the time. I feel like dying now, in fact. But I know a lot of people would get hurt and, let's be honest, I'm a wimp.
    I just wish the pain would go away, it aches so much. I tend to just cry and lie here aching, but there's nothing I can do about it but just wait until it passes. Also just knowing that I will have nice days in the future that are worth living for, as much as it doesn't feel like it now.
    This is an incredibly optimistic message and I don't quite know where it's coming from, it certainly doesn't feel like it's coming from me with my mental state at the moment but never mind.
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    Yep. I had severe depression nearly 3 years ago now. Tried to kill myself 7 times, but I got help and I'm fine now.
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    I died while reading this thread.
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    Yes between the ages of around 12 and 16 I tried a few times not because I was depressed or sad but because I was desperate to find out what it was like on the other side. Naive inquisitiveness rather than crushing depression.
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    Yeah since my gf broke up with me.Pathetic i know but i miss her and think about her everyday.Shes been the best friend ive ever had, i feel like ive lost everything
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    Even though it's quite personal, yes, I attempted suicide.

    Ended up getting sent off to a psychiatric ward (where I still am, on an open clinic as a day patient, I don't meet up there very often anymore though), as an ironic twist of fate (or maybe the system just works) I feel much better now, and all the suicide thoughts are a complete passé.

    If you have these thoughts, I'd hit up your doctor, or try to get into a psychiatric ward, you may be scared of the thought since you don't want your progress in life to come to a sudden halt, but if you're sent off to a good psychiatric clinic, it really helps.

    I don't take any medicine ('cept for 25 mg of seroquel, which I use as sleep medication), and trust me, they won't pressure you into any medicine at all, if you aren't ready for it.
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    I had that feeling yesterday... huge argument with my parents... nowhere to go cause it was night, i have n car and we live in a village... I went to my room and just thought about it...

    I happens now and again...
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    Yes, but I'd rather not go into it :erm:
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    I really want to die, but only if i can come back if i dont like it.
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    when the first guy I fell in love with dumped me for a girl he met over the internet who lives in america, I wished for nothing more than to lay down and die. I seriously even attempted suicide three times, I know it sounds dramatic but when I say I was in love I was in LOOOVVEEEE. U know that amazing crazy first love that just hits u in all ure weak areas when ure barely even just growing out of the awkward adolescent phase. I just couldn't take the emotions I was feeling, but luckily I had awsome friends and obviously a small part of me wanted to go on living
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    On a more serious note, yeah.
    When my mum left me (to work abroad) I said, "Wouldn't it be good if I died?"
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    Yes, numerous times. I just think it'd be better if I weren't here but then again I wouldn't kill myself and also the thought of cancer just scares me so again I think it's just the thought of not being here that appeals and not having any worries.
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    I know this might sound really twisted but it's comforting to know that I'm not the only one... I was really contemplating earlier on today. I self harmed for the first time... it calmed me down so I didnt do anything worse.... but the reasons are still there... but I seriously questioned myself... and my mental health for the first time... I felt guilty too.

    I just wish I was someone else though and I could dissappear for a while
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    Yes right now, I have so many problems at the moment but I know i'll end up battling through them. I tend to have periods of depression, I thinks thats just me as a person but am learning to deal with them better and better.
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    yes, the feeling comes and goes really like seasons, maybe for one or two months a year i feel really depressed and feel like ending it all, but i know the feeling will soon pass. Ive never attempted to end it. With me i think that i know deep down that the feeling will soon pass when i am experiencing it, which keeps me going.

    For the past month and a half ive felt happy and fine, but before that, during the exam period, I did at times feel like ending it. But the feeling is not so strong that id actually do anything to myself. So yeah, i have wanted to die, loads of times, but i get over the feeling.
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    Never.
    I know I'll die someday anyway.
 
 
 
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