I am in such a mess right now, I feel completely on edge and shakey, which I never feel.
I'm staying with my aunt and uncle abroad for two months, (my dad's sister) and they have 2 sons. I always got on well with the one son, and the other never really spoke or had much to do with me.
However, last night I went out to a club with a few girls, and then unexpectedly bumped into the untalkative one whilst there. He was pretty drunk, and really nice and chatty for the first time, which was cool. I ended up getting very drunk too, and we stayed out'til 5am, going to a strip club after the club closed. Obviously there was a bit of an erotic atmosphere there; I was sitting on his lap and realised he was hard...etc.
Anyway, in the cab on the way home, he turned to me and said 'please kiss me' and we did kiss, but I felt so, so weird about it, but we ended up making out most of the journey home.
Anyway, when we got home he carried on, but I went to bed. In the morning I found a text from him saying 'please come into my room to cuddle' but assumed as he'd been drunk and unusual he wouldn't remember. But he came into my room (never has before) and got into bed with me, and immediately started cuddling me. We were both hungover as hell, and he ended up staying in my bed all day, he started asking me to kiss him again, and then he started touching me, including my boobs.
I felt so awkward, and he could tell, but he said it didn't matter...
Anyway, he then started getting majorly horny and put me on top of him and basically leading up to something, at which point I left the room for a shower.
Anyway, what the **** am I supposed to do!? He's 20 and I'm 18, he's good looking but I feel so worried. Added to this he just broke up with his gf of two years a couple of days ago....
I'm not trolling, I'm genuinely freaking out.