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    Feel like **** again. Still, I seem to be having more normal/good hours than I am bad. I'm gonna go and listen to very loud music for a while, maybe I'll feel better then

    KMN: :hugs:
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    :banghead: If i didn't have any commitments this week, I wouldn't be falling so hard right now. :cry: I know they've helped but I don't want to take the meds any more. I just want... I don't know.

    I just know that I shouldn't be alone right now, but I'm going to cry which nowadays means locking myself in my en suite because apparently my bedroom door pretty much doesn't exist and people feel they're able to walk in without knocking and I don't want people to know I've been crying, that sometimes I'm not all better. Gotta keep the fake smile going
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    I hope kiss_me_now has got help?

    Life's feeling pointless right now. I think I'm going to watch 'Veronika decides to die'.. hmm
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    (Original post by steffi.alexa)
    :banghead: If i didn't have any commitments this week, I wouldn't be falling so hard right now. :cry: I know they've helped but I don't want to take the meds any more. I just want... I don't know.

    I just know that I shouldn't be alone right now, but I'm going to cry which nowadays means locking myself in my en suite because apparently my bedroom door pretty much doesn't exist and people feel they're able to walk in without knocking and I don't want people to know I've been crying, that sometimes I'm not all better. Gotta keep the fake smile going
    there's no shame in feeling down...and there's nothing wrong with letting other people know you're down, especially if they're around to support you!

    btw, if you want loud music, check out jimi hendrix!! or if you ever listen to classical stuff, try some of liszt's piano music

    take care!!
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    (Original post by Saffie)
    I hope kiss_me_now has got help?

    Life's feeling pointless right now. I think I'm going to watch 'Veronika decides to die'.. hmm

    I hope she's okay too.

    No it's not; your going to make an amazing doctor one day:yep:
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    KMN I really really hope you're ok.
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    18 in 35 mins, should I be feeling happy right now?
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    (Original post by _Andrew_)
    I hope she's okay too.

    No it's not; your going to make an amazing doctor one day:yep:
    Thanks, nice of you to say but I doubt that somehow.


    Btw if anyones interested, I think 'Veronika decides to die' is a pretty good film but the start is quite triggering when she ODs. But if you can cope with that then I'd recommend it. It's got Sarah Michelle Gellar as Veronika.

    I'm finding films an ok way to keep occupied I guess.
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    (Original post by Idiot-Finder)
    18 in 35 mins, should I be feeling happy right now?
    Happy birthday. You can feel however you damn well please, it's your birthday after all.




    Kiss_me_now, hope you're ok.
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    (Original post by Idiot-Finder)
    18 in 35 mins, should I be feeling happy right now?
    Depends. If you're only feeling happy because that's how you're "meant" to feel then probably not.

    Happy Birthday. I hope whatever you do, that you enjoy it. :beer:
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    (Original post by Idiot-Finder)
    18 in 35 mins, should I be feeling happy right now?
    Happy birthday I love your sig - had me clicking on it for ages!



    been in respite. don't feel safe at home. today i did bad things.
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    (Original post by Idiot-Finder)
    18 in 35 mins, should I be feeling happy right now?
    Happy b'day! I guess it wouldn't hurt being happy, you have survived another year after all! :grin:
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    (Original post by Idiot-Finder)
    18 in 35 mins, should I be feeling happy right now?
    [rainbow]Happy Birthday![/rainbow] And however you're feeling right now, it's just a number and I'm sure next year you'll be feeling amazing :yep:

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    :hugs: I hope you're okay.
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    Thank you all, a lot better than my actual friends who turn round and tell me they dont want to go out tonight because its results tomorrow now instead of a week ago when I asked?

    **** it... I have enough alcohol to down a whale.. lets get paralytic.
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    Citalopram.
    Have you just started taking Citalopram? It's common to feel suicidal when you first start taking an antidepressant, but it does pass.

    I hope you're feeling better than you did yesterday.
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    Happy birthday Idiot-Finder. Maybe you could tie-in birthday celebrations with results day?

    Good luck to anybody getting exam results tomorrow.
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    Said no to going out with my sister and her friends, so once again I'm sitting at home bored and alone. :sigh: And it's entirely my fault.
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    (Original post by superwolf)
    Said no to going out with my sister and her friends, so once again I'm sitting at home bored and alone. :sigh: And it's entirely my fault.
    Megavideo + a way to get around the time limits + something you want to watch = less boredom :yep:

    It's what I'm doing, whilst talking to friends online and doing my nails. Can't get bored when I'm so busy and have 101 thing to do! :woo:
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    (Original post by Idiot-Finder)
    18 in 35 mins, should I be feeling happy right now?
    Happy Birthday! :party:

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    I really hope kmn is OK too - just had a read of some previous posts and it sounds like the Citalopram isn't helping much either.

    I hope everyone else is doing all right as well. :hugs:
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    (Original post by steffi.alexa)
    Megavideo + a way to get around the time limits + something you want to watch = less boredom :yep:

    It's what I'm doing, whilst talking to friends online and doing my nails. Can't get bored when I'm so busy and have 101 thing to do! :woo:
    Megavideo pisses me off too much with its time limits. Plus I spend far too much time staring at my computer screen. I'm trying to do some reading instead.

    How're you?
 
 
 
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