So I went to GP on Friday, and she turned out to be really understanding. She told me to look after myself, stay off the booze and go back on Monday for a check-up. Really think I'll need some antidepressants now though... for the life of me, I could not avoid alcohol. That drunken feeling is only thing that makes life bearable.
This raises another problem. If I can't stop drinking, I'll be on the downward spiral into alcoholism, which of course will be exacerbated by my going to uni next week. I badly need some ******* help. Those of you who have experience with antidepressants, how long do they take to work and how exactly do they change your life for the better? I mean in terms thinking processes.