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Malsy
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i don't think i can physically cope with my problems or go on with them
i just cant do it, things are that bad
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last night I dreamed about the time that lewis raped me with a gun, one of the worst I've had in a couple of weeks. Webber tried to talk to me about it when I woke up and I really wanted to, but I just couldn't. I'm sick of words being stuck in me. I need to externalise some of what's going on and I find myself totally unable. It's the most frustrating feeling.

I've been getting more aggressive lately too, I punched Webber in the face the other day. Not hard but he still seemed quite bothered by it. There wasn't even a thought behind it. He pissed me off and my first just went.

honestly, I feel like I'm losing control.
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(Original post by death.drop)
last night I dreamed about the time that lewis raped me with a gun, one of the worst I've had in a couple of weeks. Webber tried to talk to me about it when I woke up and I really wanted to, but I just couldn't. I'm sick of words being stuck in me. I need to externalise some of what's going on and I find myself totally unable. It's the most frustrating feeling.

I've been getting more aggressive lately too, I punched Webber in the face the other day. Not hard but he still seemed quite bothered by it. There wasn't even a thought behind it. He pissed me off and my first just went.

honestly, I feel like I'm losing control.
Ahh I know, when we get frustrated we often take it out on those we are close to, not cool, I don't know why but it happens.
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(Original post by Malsy)
i don't think i can physically cope with my problems or go on with them
i just cant do it, things are that bad
:hugs: whats happening? want to talk ?
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Nothos
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Help :cry:
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(Original post by Nothos)
Help :cry:
:hugs: What's wrong?
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Nothos
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:hugs: What's wrong?
Everything's going wrong
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(Original post by Nothos)
Everything's going wrong
What's happened?
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Vienna Cannon
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I currently cannot cope.
I thought I was strong but times like these make me realise how weak I really am
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Nothos
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(Original post by Vienna Cannon)
I currently cannot cope.
I thought I was strong but times like these make me realise how weak I really am
You are strong, much stronger than you realise. We all struggle in the bad times, but it will get better. Please stay strong for all of us
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Ahh I just wish my brain would shut up...
I don't know what to do, I feel so helpless, I've been through some crappy times and it has never effected me before, why now? When everything seems to be going well? Why am I feeling this way when I have no reason to feel this way? I just want to wake up and be better again. Be happy again...
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struggling again
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(Original post by Sabertooth)
struggling again
:hugs: What's up?
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Antimatter
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I'm in a good mood. I have meds again :woo:
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(Original post by Antimatter)
I'm in a good mood. I have meds again :woo:
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(Original post by Antimatter)
I'm in a good mood. I have meds again :woo:
:five:

Glad things are going well for you.

Wish they were for me :sad:
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:five:

Glad things are going well for you.

Wish they were for me :sad:
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:five:

Glad things are going well for you.

Wish they were for me :sad:
What's up? :jumphug:
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What's up? :jumphug:
Just feeling really rough :sad:
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Just feeling really rough :sad:
Aww :hugs:
If I can help at all, feel free to ask me.
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