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So sad I feel like crying :(

I have been here before, within this pit of self doubt and negative emotion, and it so annoying. In the past I have had counseling, and I take anti-depressant pill everyday but it doesn't help much.
I just never feel content or that my life is ever going to improve. I want the good things out of life but it is this which makes me miserable as I want what might be unobtainable for me.
It is because of feeling like I am now that I can only foresee negative times at University.
My life has so far not gone as I would like and I have no idea why, I try to change but I never do and I always end up here.
I want to meet good friends, have relationships with the ladies, and get a job after Uni but why do I not feel good enough, and why do I value other people more than I value myself.
It frustrates me everyday why I am who I am, I wish I could be someone else just to see what it is like.
Has anyone else ever felt this way, feeling they are worthless and alone, when reality is probably a little different but you still can't help feeling like a turd?

Reply 1

cry then

Reply 2

Don't worry OP, soon you'll realise that happiness equates to little more than the daily distraction routine, and you'll slip slowly into the murky depths of your ever increasingly numbed mind. Enjoy your teenage angst while it's still there.

Reply 3

Cry. It will make you feel better.
There are so many threads like this on here, at least take some consolation in knowing that you are not alone. Life often gets better as you get older and I have no doubt that you will feel better once you find a job.