I mentioned this before in another thread, but whenever i fail at something, usually due to nerves i cant stop thinking about it.It gets to the point that i remember the nerves and how i had felt so strongly that i start feeling that way.i always get scared the anxiety will come back.For example whenever i do a driving test i get really nervous before hand.and i know this affects my concentration and is the reason i have been failing. now i cant stop thinking about the nerves and its like i make myself really nervous everytime there is a test.i know alot of people have this but this is really holding me back. i keep going over it in my head and its making me miserable but i cant stop.
it makes me feel numb and blank out. i dont know what is making me feel so nervous about the test. i guess just not feeling like i can do it, worrying about everything that can go wrong.it's starting to affect other areas of my life because i'm constantly thinking that i failed.why do i find it so hard to forget?