I feel like i want to run away. It's been three years since my life ended. what i mean by this is that within these three years i've been..
Kicked out of two college because of attendance (look at my other posts)
Do not get along with family anymore
Realising who i am as a person (A ****)
Having very poor chronic friendships
Past managers insulting how weird and stupid i am.
HM revenue and customs suing my parents £5000 child tax credit because of my poor education.
Nobody likes me. Everyday i struggle to live, Porn is my only hobby now as i watch it everyday. I want people to reply me if you've moved out of your parents house from age 18-19 (not in leaving for uni) or have decided to go travelling as i want to have an idea if my college plans will fail, because even though i am going college for the third time, i'm considering not doing it because of past experience. If it does fail then i will move out of my family or i'll travel or migrate somewhere for a really long depressing time.
I just can't continue, i'm too old and depressing to live with my unpleasant family. I just want to leave and go somewhere forever.