My life is like a flow chart.
Depressed>>>>>>>>>Lonely>>>>>>>>>>>>Meet people>>>>>how?>>>>>>>>>>>>>volunteer>>>>>>>cool but I already do and despite mixing with people for years I haven't met anyone I'd call a friend/social anxiety>>>>>>>>>>>>>>depressed>>>>>>>>>>get a job to earn money>>>>>can only work part time due to health>>>>>>>depressed>>>>lonely>>>>>>.get a gf>>>>>>looked in all the usual places for one who doesn't have a social circle.>>>>>>>>just go on a few dates?>>>>>>>>>>what if it develops and they find out I'm broken inside?>>>>>depressed>>>>rinse. repeat.