I've been floating around this thread for a while, but have been a bit nervous about posting (although I did once anonymously quite a while back regarding eating disorders). I'm just in a really bad place at the moment after having had a collection of terrible events culminate in the terrible event.
This just seems like such a lovely community and whilst I'm waiting for a counsellor (I've requested a new therapist because my current one is awful), I think I really do need people to chat with about things.