so im going back to my gp tomorrow after six odd months of stubbornly refusing to acknowledge that my MH is on the downturn again... i dont really know what to expect tbh. not too keen on the idea of a med change but something has to change soon. also i havent really talked about it very much with anybody but over the last year or so ive been thinking about the symptoms of OCD and stuff - the stereotypical compulsions dont fit me at all but the obsessions and accompanying emotions do ... like, i have constant intrusive thoughts (sometimes violent) which i cant control at all and as soon as it pops into my head i cant stop thinking about it and then this overwhelming surge of self hatred comes over me because of these thoughts. i dont think i do have OCD, i was just wondering whether other people with my kind of history have these thoughts too?