Okay, one: go to a doctor. Yes, it'll be on your medical records that you saw a doctor. You have access to those medical records, but they are not for the public. An employer cannot request them without you, and you don't have to agree. I don't see why an employer would ask for something like that, unless you were trying to go into space or something. Try and get out with your sisters. Yes, they have boyfriends. Sure, they're busy. Try and organise something for next weekend, or the weekend after. Even drinks after work or something. If you organise it in advance I don't see why there'd be any problems with them getting out to see you. I'm sorry things at work are so tough for you, but if you can make life out of work a bit more fun then maybe it'll be a bit easier to deal with. Is there anyone else at work a new starter at your level? You might be able to connect over your treatment from the other employees and you might find yourself a friend. You said some of them were bad. What about the ones that aren't? See if you can buddy up with them a bit. Maybe you could try and find a hobby. I know you probably don't want to, but if you can find some kind of club or even a fitness class then you'll have somewhere to get out to and you'll meet new people, so you'll likely make new friends there too. It can be a bit of a scary step to make if it's out of your comfort zone but it's definitely worth it. Really though, see a doctor. If your parents say no, screw them. They have no right to tell you not to get medical help when you need it. If you want and feel the need to see a doctor you have the right to do so. Don't neglect your needs just because someone advised you to. They don't even have to know. Take an afternoon off work to do it if you have to. I hope everything gets better for you.