Exactly the above. I catch bus to work. I struggle with the bus, sometimes I'm fine, sometimes it's manageable and cope through othertimees it's a real struggle. Today i had a massive panic attack literally straight after leaving house barely got out the door and had the panic attack, screaming and everything.
Got into work about 1.5 hours to a 4 hoyr shift. and the 'manager is aware 'it's because i had a bit of an anxiety episode. While they didn't say anything in response to it, I'm now feeling really guilty and like thats not acceptable reason. But at the same i do commend myself for going in!
I mean i leave in 2 months time fortunately or unfortunately.
I feel like I'm a failure and can't work etc but wait to be able to work and these are ongoing struggles battles i have.