Can’t hurt me
ima currently in a state of hopelessness
I feel as if my teachers are limiting my success
I ask them to provide me with links to websites so I can improve but they won’t tell me
All they say is to practice questions, but I can t find any questions similar to the ones they post
I’m a porn addict, I feel like whenever I’m about to do something great I begin to procrastinate and jerk off
I hate my partners because they keep insisting that I talk to them and talk like I’m in some ******* psychologist office
I despise it
I how I cannot push myself and how my mind limits my body. I am limiting myself
I’m making no progress, physically or mentally and my exams are in a month and every time I try to plan it gets interrupted with unimportant test that I feel the need to revise for
I’m unable to develop the discipline to study other subjects as I’m obsessed with doing good in a subject where I get ads on every test.
I feel like life’s going so fast and i can’t grasp any opportunities.
I try to empathise with my parents but ever y movement and sound they make annoys me
I don’t know why it annoys me and I want to be able to ignore it
At the same time I don’t want to make up with them because I hate living like Im happy all the time
I try to remove distractions from my life but I keep finding new distraction when i cannot
I try to eat more so that I can grow but nothing works and I feel that when I ask people how many calories are in the food the make they give ******** answers
I hate how bad my writing is and how my parents won’t stop badgering me about it, it makes me want to write even more poorly.
I know that building a good physique takes time but I feel that whenever I look in a mirror I look like ****, even though I know that I look 100x better than I did last year
I can’t find the patients to do any task
I’m not good at articulating myself but I try so that I can improve my humour to friends who I’m convinced don’t even give a **** about me while I advised my other friends
I feel as if my teachers are limiting my success
I ask them to provide me with links to websites so I can improve but they won’t tell me
All they say is to practice questions, but I can t find any questions similar to the ones they post
I’m a porn addict, I feel like whenever I’m about to do something great I begin to procrastinate and jerk off
I hate my partners because they keep insisting that I talk to them and talk like I’m in some ******* psychologist office
I despise it
I how I cannot push myself and how my mind limits my body. I am limiting myself
I’m making no progress, physically or mentally and my exams are in a month and every time I try to plan it gets interrupted with unimportant test that I feel the need to revise for
I’m unable to develop the discipline to study other subjects as I’m obsessed with doing good in a subject where I get ads on every test.
I feel like life’s going so fast and i can’t grasp any opportunities.
I try to empathise with my parents but ever y movement and sound they make annoys me
I don’t know why it annoys me and I want to be able to ignore it
At the same time I don’t want to make up with them because I hate living like Im happy all the time
I try to remove distractions from my life but I keep finding new distraction when i cannot
I try to eat more so that I can grow but nothing works and I feel that when I ask people how many calories are in the food the make they give ******** answers
I hate how bad my writing is and how my parents won’t stop badgering me about it, it makes me want to write even more poorly.
I know that building a good physique takes time but I feel that whenever I look in a mirror I look like ****, even though I know that I look 100x better than I did last year
I can’t find the patients to do any task
I’m not good at articulating myself but I try so that I can improve my humour to friends who I’m convinced don’t even give a **** about me while I advised my other friends
https://easypeasymethod.org/index.html#about-the-book give this a read my friend
I am also a struggling porn addict, but I am slowly gaining traction in life.
16 here.
My friend. When you will quit porn, then all stress, all pain in life, will go away. Trust me on this. I was recently scammed/blackmailed for a sexually-charged convo I had with someone, and word got out about it. I was extremely fearful that I violated laws, but many on TSR assured me that in the worst case scenario it is highly slim, as that would bring upon mutually-assured-destruction, but in the most realistic scenario I will be okay, as the blackmailer has backed off, and has not done anything since (coming to 2 months since that day).
But word got out that I am a porn addict. Someone in school found out my reddit posts and comments, and knew it was me and that I am a porn addict. Although I have been trying to exercise plausible deniability, let's face it, it does not work. Moreover, the search results are still online, and I am in the process of taking them down, by the help of GDPR regulations.
I was saddened for two months. Powerless. Utterly powerless. Lost all the happiness in life. Many cancelled me.
But I must rise. If people diss me for my porn addiction, I cannot help it. It is there. Yes, I was a goddamn porn addict. So damn what? Why cannot you recognise my achievements or my successes? Just because of two mistakes I did in my life DOES NOT DEFINE ME!
I hope my ongoing experience motivates you. Stay strong bro, we can do this.
16 here.
My friend. When you will quit porn, then all stress, all pain in life, will go away. Trust me on this. I was recently scammed/blackmailed for a sexually-charged convo I had with someone, and word got out about it. I was extremely fearful that I violated laws, but many on TSR assured me that in the worst case scenario it is highly slim, as that would bring upon mutually-assured-destruction, but in the most realistic scenario I will be okay, as the blackmailer has backed off, and has not done anything since (coming to 2 months since that day).
But word got out that I am a porn addict. Someone in school found out my reddit posts and comments, and knew it was me and that I am a porn addict. Although I have been trying to exercise plausible deniability, let's face it, it does not work. Moreover, the search results are still online, and I am in the process of taking them down, by the help of GDPR regulations.
I was saddened for two months. Powerless. Utterly powerless. Lost all the happiness in life. Many cancelled me.
But I must rise. If people diss me for my porn addiction, I cannot help it. It is there. Yes, I was a goddamn porn addict. So damn what? Why cannot you recognise my achievements or my successes? Just because of two mistakes I did in my life DOES NOT DEFINE ME!
I hope my ongoing experience motivates you. Stay strong bro, we can do this.
