For over a year, I've been going through depressive symptoms and I'm always stressed.
On the surface, I look fine, but one small thing is enough for me to have a mental breakdown and I have no one to talk to.
My parents would never understand, they don't believe in mental illness and I can't talk to the school because they will just call home.
It's starting to affect my sleep and I've cut down on my eating and I'll have to wait until I'm 18 to be able to do something, because I don't have the power to help myself.
I'm just studying constantly to distract myself when inside I just feel numb, whenever I think I'm happy when I meet friends or do something fun, when it's over, I go back to being depressed. I don't know if this is something normal to feel or whether I should do something.