I never really got to speak about this but here it goes
Iv been suffering with seizures for about a year now, to the point where Iv been hospitalised and it’s changed my whole life really. As you can probably predict it has effected me both physically and mentally now.
Physically I always get pain in my chest area and painful headaches with some days feeling extremely drained. Mentally Iv lost all my memories of my past, I feel a lot more slower but also feel more content and accepting of life. With my seizures I feel like Iv seen death, I feel like I saw my own future during my seizures with life feeling like I’m living in 3rd person 24/7. De Ja Vu being a common occurrence in my daily life.
I also feel like I’m going to pass away soon, I feel like I can feel my insides telling me it’s not right, there’s a strange aura telling me that I’m deteriorating slowly.
I don’t know what to say or do tbh