Why am I not good at anything like I don't feel smart and I'm ugly all my firend had a boyfriend they have alot of good firends but I have nobody I'm really ugly too I don't understand I always try to be pretty but boys just think otherwise tbh sometimes I feel that because I'm black tbh I think it is I'm not light skined and pretty and I think ppl are light skinned have better opportunities and I'm not a talkative person etheir thh it's really sad I cry all the time thinking about this