Pls, help me. I had a mental breakdown at the beginning of August, and I had one yesterday. Yesterday's breakdown was one of the worst I've ever had. I feel like I have to get out of where I live, I feel like I just have to run.
I experience hallucinations and severe paranoia very often, and I've had a delusion within the past 2 months, it wasn't severe, but any delusion is bad. I've gone to the GP, but they were no help, mental health services in the UK is a joke. Also, I have extremely violent thoughts that I'm having trouble controlling and I only feel happy when I have these thoughts. Pls, help me.