I feel depressed, lost etc

I'm 34 and I feel the happiness has gone.

I feel I had a normal childhood, however an excellent early to late teenage life where I played backyard sports with people, the playstation, had college, sports practice, the community, sports, reading etc.

And my 20s were good with uni, etc.

However very lonely for the past 4-5 years. And not much I'm doing.

I watch netflix, YouTube videos.

I feel lost, sad.

I feel the magic has gone. The happiness.

I may need to join a meet up, group, make new friends etc.