Haven't been on a date, haven't had a crush in ages, havent held hands, havent even had a talking stage. Sure i've talked to guys but has it ever reached the point where we could be something more? No.
My friends tell me that me going university may improve my love life but i dont understand why If i can't do it in sixthform. I wouldn't say i'm totally ugly, especially if my friends have told me a couple of times that some guys checked me out. But it takes time for me to connect with people. I'm fine talking but actually feeling comfortable with someone is hard unless i see them couple of times each week and chat online but i swear anyone can click with anyone.
I just can't see my self ever falling in love because i never have and it just makes me feel so alone. I want to experience it but i just haven't clicked with anyone. I'm not actively looking for a relationship but i'm just are of the relationships i have with others and i can't help but compare.
I feel like an outside and idrk what to do