I feel very lonely inside and heartbroken, Everyone hates me. I try my best in everything I know no one is prefect. God made me and I know my IQ is very low, I have lots of wishes to achieve in my life before I die. I have worked in the past and lost my Job due to the Employers saying I am slow and don’t do things which I get asked ( Which is not true, I think my ex colleagues do that purpose). I suffer from anxiety and pain attacks, I don’t talk a lot because people always end up hurting me no matter what. I am a person who speaks very less and likes to keep herself after going through abuse in my 24 years. To relieve pain , I cry to myself because I have no one besides God (Btw I a Muslim) . No one ever hugged me said they love me , I always been de motivated by people. Sometimes I wish I could go live in the jungle and never seen anyone at least no one would break my heart. Life is full struggles and pain😢