Obsessed with a guy and cant function without daydreaming about him
- Why do i think i am fated to
poverty and homesless and ending up alone? And how do i stop.
- How do i stop feeling guilty about ‘the wasted time’ when trying to be productive (wasted time- time spent taking a break to eat food, go out and socialise with family - which is good and helps with studying).
- Stop believing whatever i try i’ll fail anyways. That i am bound to fail and things wont work in my case anyhow.
All of these problems have made me stop doing meaningful things because i think so far ahead into the consequences of them and the benefits and losses, i end up doing nothing, being nothing, ultimately literally becoming the demise i fear for myself. I am jobless, ended up cowering out of my exams, didnt go university, don't go outside because i can hear people’s judgements and dislike of me too loud, and no friends. I dont have a life anymore.
I cant even read anymore without feeling like i am wasting my time. I just keep making rounds on social media platforms all day, and daydreaming. Coming up with these fascinating storylines all day, its so comforting and creative to me. The stories revolve around the character inspired by a man ive liked for almost 7 years, its the only purpose of my full 24 hours, honestly i be sleeping and i am thinking of him in my sleep.
Him validating my insecurities amd shoeing me love is the literal storyline of all the stories.
He doesn't even like me, i havent seen him in almost 4 years except the 2 times i did (he never gave me attention 1/2 times) but i am still obsessed.
I need help.
I need help.
poverty and homesless and ending up alone? And how do i stop.
- How do i stop feeling guilty about ‘the wasted time’ when trying to be productive (wasted time- time spent taking a break to eat food, go out and socialise with family - which is good and helps with studying).
- Stop believing whatever i try i’ll fail anyways. That i am bound to fail and things wont work in my case anyhow.
All of these problems have made me stop doing meaningful things because i think so far ahead into the consequences of them and the benefits and losses, i end up doing nothing, being nothing, ultimately literally becoming the demise i fear for myself. I am jobless, ended up cowering out of my exams, didnt go university, don't go outside because i can hear people’s judgements and dislike of me too loud, and no friends. I dont have a life anymore.
I cant even read anymore without feeling like i am wasting my time. I just keep making rounds on social media platforms all day, and daydreaming. Coming up with these fascinating storylines all day, its so comforting and creative to me. The stories revolve around the character inspired by a man ive liked for almost 7 years, its the only purpose of my full 24 hours, honestly i be sleeping and i am thinking of him in my sleep.
Him validating my insecurities amd shoeing me love is the literal storyline of all the stories.
He doesn't even like me, i havent seen him in almost 4 years except the 2 times i did (he never gave me attention 1/2 times) but i am still obsessed.
I need help.
I need help.
