Disappointed in myself today. Done absolutely nothing worthwhile. So I've learned that in general, taking my phone up to bed with me makes me less productive.
Christmas jumper on and I'm ready for my last day of placement. Feeling exhausted but today is going to be an anxiety day of trying to figure out basic politeness in social situations.
Already freaking out because I said thanks in my Christmas cards rather than getting a set of thank you cards and a set of Christmas cards. And we have pub this afternoon once the pupils leave so that's definitely going to be dreadful.
Why does my anxiety ruin such a lovely day I've had full attendance, made brilliant pupil relationships, I've really enjoyed teaching and being in the school. It's just the other adult stuff that I suck at.
Christmas jumper on and I'm ready for my last day of placement. Feeling exhausted but today is going to be an anxiety day of trying to figure out basic politeness in social situations.
Already freaking out because I said thanks in my Christmas cards rather than getting a set of thank you cards and a set of Christmas cards. And we have pub this afternoon once the pupils leave so that's definitely going to be dreadful.
Why does my anxiety ruin such a lovely day I've had full attendance, made brilliant pupil relationships, I've really enjoyed teaching and being in the school. It's just the other adult stuff that I suck at.
Try again today? Even if it's just a little thing. From one of your previous posts I can understand the insecurity and attachment. And your own observations of yourself are very deep and intelligent. Although, I've realised the more I over-analyse myself, the more I doubt my worth and the unhappier I become. So I'm attempting self-growth without the over-thinking - it is tough, but I feel it is the right way.
Christmas jumper on and I'm ready for my last day of placement. Feeling exhausted but today is going to be an anxiety day of trying to figure out basic politeness in social situations.
Already freaking out because I said thanks in my Christmas cards rather than getting a set of thank you cards and a set of Christmas cards. And we have pub this afternoon once the pupils leave so that's definitely going to be dreadful.
Why does my anxiety ruin such a lovely day I've had full attendance, made brilliant pupil relationships, I've really enjoyed teaching and being in the school. It's just the other adult stuff that I suck at.
Being an adult is hard! I feel useless at lot too. Sounds like you're on it to me, most of it is positive and you're putting effort and heart totally in the right places