Hello there, I could really do with an outsiders perspective! (3paragraphs, need an agony aunt type response, medical repose, maybe legal advice)
When I was 17 I went for a run as I normally do and ended up getting lost. Rather than asking anyone for help I just kept running because once I was lost I felt embarrassed about being lost so just kept going. After the running for 6 hours I was now hopelessly lost, dehydrated and very hungry. In the end I ended up collapsing and feeling very light headed. I was picked up by a policeman who spotted me, handcuffed me and took me to a police cell. I just went along with it and didn't complain in the exhausted state I was in. I was then put in a cell and told to change into prisoner clothing. My family were called and they picked me up in the evening to take me home.
The day after, because I got lost and it was not a legal matter instead this was now a medical one. A mental health charity turned up at my doorstep to treat me for having a mental health issue because nobody could understand how I could get lost in such a large city at that age. They were not doctors, yet, they immediately provided me with a course of three different medications to take and insisted that my family makes sure I take them.
2 weeks pass and now I feel extremely drugged up an incapable of representing myself properly. I can only describe it as being on some kind of tranquilliser permanently. I was seen by a psychologist and he too recommended just one medication to keep taking for the rest of my life. On the day I was not delusional, hearing things, psychotic, etc I was just on heavy meds. (Med taking with no symptoms). I have never experienced the symptoms described for bipolar disorder only the side effects of the drugs themselves. I was then unable to be myself any more.
5 years have passed and I have had a lot of conflict with the mental health service because I claim that they have exaggerated my condition whilst they claim that I have bipolar disorder and that I should be receiving help for it. I do not take any medications (a mature and stable person may I add), I currently work and I am looking to finish a degree in Biochemistry in the near future.
I feel like I am a victim of bad decision making and I would like to sue based on what I have stated above. Except I don't know if I can nor if anyone would be interested. I don't want to leave it because this can create problems for me in the future. What do I do?