feel like i've achieved nothing.
and i dont mean just today i mean in general, so ****ing useless.
my existence isn't warranted at all.
and i also feel that no-one takes anything seriously at all, either physical or mental.
people just laugh at the stuff i say, no im not talking about dreaming about the bloody bogeyman i mean being burned to death or psychedelic twists on reality or sexual assault or whatever ffs.
literally i feel like even if i was decapitated people would just say put a plaster on it.
it is funny really how a bunch of 'strangers' on the interent seem to care more than anyone inrl, for that i am grateful at least.