I can sympathise. The majority of my family members have had depression or some other mental health diagnosis at some point/throughout their life. Hell, I lost my mother to depression 15 years ago.
Yet it's still hushed up. If you admit it, then you're weak. That's the attitude in my family. Just to make it clear, I think that's complete bull****. Frankly, I think admitting that there's a problem there is a MASSIVE step - and will more often than not lead to a quicker recovery - especially if you get help quickly.
But my family don't seem to understand that when you're six years old, your mother dies because of her terrible depression, your father subsequently becomes an alcoholic and an empty shell of whom he was and your entire family decides to lie to you for the better part of 15 years about how she dies, it can have a very profound effect on one's mental health/sanity.
They also seem to ignore the fact that I have a very serious chronic pain problem (which they put down to my being weak rather than the fact that my right knee is largely composed of titanium and really needs to be replaced) that also heavily contributes. I've never once said "You try being in pain all the ****ing time and see how happy you are" because it wont do any good and they'll just say its an excuse.
Sorry, this was supposed to be an 'I understand how you feel response', not my life story.
But I suppose it really does illustrate the point that I really can empathise with you, I know how you feel and I'm very sorry you've had to deal with ignorance from your family as well - it makes you feel even worse a lot of the time.
I don't believe I've ever spoken to you on here before, so I'd also say that it's very nice to meet you (although I wish for both our sakes that it was under better circumstances). That being said, DepSoc is the closest thing I have to a real, understanding and caring family. I dropped off the face of the internet and isolated myself from social contact for the better part of three months, and everyone here was more worried about me than my family was
If you ever want to talk to someone that understands (although just about everyone here also understands this very well too), then feel free to pm me. I'm almost always about when I'm not at college or doing my volunteer work. Don't hesitate if you want to chat
Chris x