thousands over the years.. I had periods through depression (as ive seen others state the use it as an escape so did I) I got hooked at a young age, 17 i went into the local bookies. baffled how people would pump notes after notes into these machines for a while, id watch a friend and others with no real intrest to play my self to start with.. then finally I decided to slip a £20 note in and it paid me out about £220 at the time more than my weeks wage, needless to say the next couple of days I lost it all in that same book makers and more.I didn't learn from this. I had a couple year period after where i fully stopped. then a toxic relationship break down.. one night I put £10 on skybet playing the virtual roulette, within 15 mins I withdrew £500 and put on 20 more.. after playing on and off through the day I worked out I was about £900 in profit, I played more I got desperate when I was down to £300 profit and decided to do a £200 spin, it came in and put back back to my £900. that night I stopped after an emotional rollercoaster journey that made me feel like I wanted to hang my self, to jumping for joy.Ive been trying really hard this year to curb my habbit and put my money into something more productive to say the least. not to say i've not gambled at all. I have a small play of roughly £10 a month and to be honest. ive wont every single time ive deposited over the past few months. I get tempted to play alot.. but i've done this so many times that I truely know the only outcome.. broke struggling to buy the necessity. Gambling is no game, remember that. its a very powerful addiction tht will take ahold of you no matter how strong you are.I have a friend that is a gambling degenerate much worse than I ever was. he'd put his whole life into the bookies and casinos. Recently he rang me 2 months ago at most, to tell me he had won £15,000 playing roulette on his birthday, he got carried away and got lucky.. Wow great congratulations (I knew in my head what was to come tho) he told me the other week hes put atleast 9,000 back in to online casinos. and lost.