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Original post by senz72
Oh dear, what happened?
Original post by avhhs
Oh dear, what happened?
I got dragged into a Spanish/latin america event. Just don't fit in I guess.
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Original post by senz72
Sounds like it could be fun, what went wrong?
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Original post by Odd socks
I had a cry before I went out plus the alcohol had worn off.
I guess I don't really make an attempt too. :/
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Original post by senz72
I had a cry before I went out plus the alcohol had worn off.
I guess I don't really make an attempt too. :/
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I guess I don't really make an attempt too. :/
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you okay?I do find pushing yourself to make an effort at socialising can help, but in small doses
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Original post by Odd socks you okay?
I do find pushing yourself to make an effort at socialising can help, but in small doses
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you okay?I do find pushing yourself to make an effort at socialising can help, but in small doses
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People move away when I dance so I've given up.
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Think i need a couple of nights on the zopi starting tomorrow. So so tired but cant sleep
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Still awake, been making my costume 
turns out that fabric paint soaks through Lycra and also paints your body underneath it so I am now stripy 
Costume is looking good though
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turns out that fabric paint soaks through Lycra and also paints your body underneath it so I am now stripy Costume is looking good though
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had a really disturbing really vivid dream yesterday, ended up being sectioned :/ was only a dream but it's left me really disturbed because it felt...far far too real at the time
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Original post by ParadoxSocks
I think it just takes time. I struggled with trust for a very long time and I just let a couple of people in at a time until I felt strong enough.
*hugs*
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*hugs*
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She's confusing.me so much, she wants to be friends, then she flirts, then has a breakdown on me about coursework but I reassure her and after she says I'm always here for you too, texts throughout the weekend...Sunday night she emails ****loads of our photos over in about 5 folders. I say thanks genuinely...haven't heard from her since.
I appreciate she has loads of coursework atm but
she's messing with my headAlso I'm scared of my dad and think I'm letting him down by goibg decaf and saying no to crumble. Not sure if ED or sugar makes me depressed but so much pressure to look good with summer coming up
he says I'm too sensitive and getting self absorbed because I keep talking about problems to him. Maybe he's right
How are you?:-)
Had an annoying therapy session yesterday. I was ignored for like the whole session. The therapist was standing infront of me the whole time waving her **** in my face! She had such a condascending tone and was one of those touchie-feelie types which is not my thing.
Doesn't help that the session didn't sit well with me anyway. Think i'm going to talk to my keyworker about it and see if I can change.
I was so annoyed I complained about it in the next session!
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Doesn't help that the session didn't sit well with me anyway. Think i'm going to talk to my keyworker about it and see if I can change.
I was so annoyed I complained about it in the next session!
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Slightly ill again. Can't get enough sleep. 
It is so annoying, allways a problem!
It is so annoying, allways a problem!
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had a really disturbing really vivid dream yesterday, ended up being sectioned :/ was only a dream but it's left me really disturbed because it felt...far far too real at the time
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Sorry to read this.
I have this as a recurring nightmare so know how terrifying it can be. I was sectioned when I was 17; it's not something I can recommend.
Original post by WednesdayAddams
Sorry to read this.
I have this as a recurring nightmare so know how terrifying it can be. I was sectioned when I was 17; it's not something I can recommend.
I have this as a recurring nightmare so know how terrifying it can be. I was sectioned when I was 17; it's not something I can recommend.
I've never been sectioned so I have no idea how accurate my nightmare was, they put in me in like a room on my own and outside all I could hear was screaming and yelling :/ then some guy came and made me sit in a communal area but nobody went near me so I was just sat on like a big sofa on my own :/ the whole thing was just incredibly disturbing tbh!
sorry to hear you get nightmares and stuff, hope you are okay
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I've never been sectioned so I have no idea how accurate my nightmare was, they put in me in like a room on my own and outside all I could hear was screaming and yelling :/ then some guy came and made me sit in a communal area but nobody went near me so I was just sat on like a big sofa on my own :/ the whole thing was just incredibly disturbing tbh!
sorry to hear you get nightmares and stuff, hope you are okay
sorry to hear you get nightmares and stuff, hope you are okay
It's quite a long way behind me, but it's the sort of experience that never really leaves you. It's the loss of liberty that's more disturbing than anything else. I was only on a 2 though, so could not have treatment forced on me.
I hope it's something you never have to experience. I wouldn't worry too much about the dream: I don't know your history but I think that sort of dream is quite common among people like us.
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It's quite a long way behind me, but it's the sort of experience that never really leaves you. It's the loss of liberty that's more disturbing than anything else. I was only on a 2 though, so could not have treatment forced on me.
I hope it's something you never have to experience. I wouldn't worry too much about the dream: I don't know your history but I think that sort of dream is quite common among people like us.
I hope it's something you never have to experience. I wouldn't worry too much about the dream: I don't know your history but I think that sort of dream is quite common among people like us.
that's good that it's behind you! fair enough, I can imagine it's pretty traumatic yeah :/ I don't really know how they work tbh, only know what little I see on tv and stuff!
thanks, hopefully something you won't experience again either! I guess so, first time I've had a dream about something like that that was so vivid though, I guess that's what really shook me most, the fact it felt so real at the time
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Still awake, been making my costume turns out that fabric paint soaks through Lycra and also paints your body underneath it so I am now stripy
Costume is looking good though
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turns out that fabric paint soaks through Lycra and also paints your body underneath it so I am now stripy Costume is looking good though
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What is the costume for? I am sure I've read your posts about it but I can't remember
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GP has kept me on 30mg mirtazapine. I've told her that my mood has been okay, but my anxiety is ridiculous. Had to answer the phone at work and spend a few minutes afterwards trying to breath properly again. Therapy really doesn't seem to be doing much but who knows. Mainly just posting to say hi to everyone
I'm really struggling at the moment. Really struggling. I was informally diagnosed with GAD when I was about 15 (17 now) and I am permanently stressed, edgy and irritable. I talk too fast, eat too fast, and generally annoy everyone. I have pains everywhere: in my jaw from grinding my teeth, and various (presumably) psychosomatic pains in my arms, legs, back and chest.
Now, to add insult to proverbial injury, I have lost the will to do almost any school work. Every time I need to revise I'm just awash with fatigue - every instinct I possess tells me to stop. Sometimes I ignore those instincts and battle on, which can work. Often, when I do try to battle on, I fail spectacularly and feel like crap for the rest of the day. Sometimes I don't even try to work and then I feel ungodly guilty. It eats at me from the inside out. So then I pick up a book and - whaddayaknow? - everything tells me to stop.
I'm quite a good student. I learn quickly and get good grades. So far this whole melodramatic turmoil has not had any noticeable impact in the real world. But it will. And when it does, I will only have myself to blame. And I'm afraid of what will happen to me - emotionally and in terms of my future - when that failure happens.
Now, to add insult to proverbial injury, I have lost the will to do almost any school work. Every time I need to revise I'm just awash with fatigue - every instinct I possess tells me to stop. Sometimes I ignore those instincts and battle on, which can work. Often, when I do try to battle on, I fail spectacularly and feel like crap for the rest of the day. Sometimes I don't even try to work and then I feel ungodly guilty. It eats at me from the inside out. So then I pick up a book and - whaddayaknow? - everything tells me to stop.
I'm quite a good student. I learn quickly and get good grades. So far this whole melodramatic turmoil has not had any noticeable impact in the real world. But it will. And when it does, I will only have myself to blame. And I'm afraid of what will happen to me - emotionally and in terms of my future - when that failure happens.
Original post by VaVe
GP has kept me on 30mg mirtazapine. I've told her that my mood has been okay, but my anxiety is ridiculous. Had to answer the phone at work and spend a few minutes afterwards trying to breath properly again. Therapy really doesn't seem to be doing much but who knows. Mainly just posting to say hi to everyone
It's okay, answering the phone is not easy!
