Hi everyone, I'd really appreciate some objective opinions on this matter because I'm way to deep into this to have much perspective and none of my friends/family know about GEM.
My profile:
My problem:
I loved physio and could imagine myself in that role but if I don't apply for GEM I feel as though I'm throwing away an opportunity to do something I really want and at my age this feels like the final decision in terms of what career path I take. I really can't envisage doing GEM as a third degree (if GEM still exists by then). So after agonizing over this for months this is how I've rationalized the situation:
PLAN A:
Try to get more work exp within the next 3 months
Do
a lot of GAMSAT revision
Apply for GEM this September
Outcome 1: Offer
Outcome 2 (more likely): 4 Rejections
PLAN B:
Apply to Physio this September for 2016 entry
Outcome 1: Offer, take the offer and pursue a career as a Physio OR defer the offer (if poss?) until 2017. Spend the time from offer to September 2016 getting more work experience/voluntary work and revising for GAMSAT. If I feel I have a competitive application then I'll apply in Sept 2016 to GEM. Receive offer/rejection by April 2017.
Outcome 1a: GEM offer - accept. Decline Physio place.
Outcome 1b: GEM rejection - start Physio degree in 2017 OR have a long hard think about the trajectory of my life.
One of my main concerns is that I'm getting older and I'm not in a position to be applying to GEM for years on end whilst working in low paid care work (if I manage to get it!) not because I don't want to but because I literally can't afford to live. But then I think, ''what is a couple of years NOW compared to the rest of my life?'' and then I think maybe I could handle it somehow.
Basically, my odds for Physio are higher and I'd be qualified by 29 with a career ahead of me. But with GEM, I'm living in limbo with no career and no certainty. I could apply for 2017 and still get rejected and if that's the case, I'd be 28/29 by the time I get into Med school (if I'm lucky) and qualified by 34/35. There are days when I can rationalize that and days where I just think I'm crazy for even considering it and making life difficult for myself and should just let go of Med and do Physio.
Thoughts/opinions? I've thought so much about this that I don't think I have perspective anymore and need some objective opinions.
Thanks to anyone who reads through this!!