i am currently moving to year 11, for the grand finale test "gcses", if i am going to be honest i know i have to revise and try my hardest. but the other part of me questions but at what cost? i feel like, i wouldnt mind living a life of failure, but then i think about my family. its just i would rather not try, i dont feel like trying, can someone help me to improve the state i am in? and if i do try and fail, honestly i will laugh at myself.