*sigh* seeing my keyworker today. Everything was clear on sunday morning, it was clear what was real and what was imagined, but then I saw my friend and he said it was all real, and I'm still feeling confused as **** over it. I mean if an outsider with an unbiased view on the situation tells you one thing then surely it's probably right? But people here are saying he's wrong, although, to be fair, I haven't explained the reasons to people here so he is more informed.
Bah, I dunno, I hate going to see people without a clear idea about things in my head. I'm gonna come across like a total retard.