I have just begun a MA in Germany at a top university after having saved for ages to come here. Thing is, i think i hate it. I know i've just started, and i love the city/made friends but after finishing my BA yers ago at a pretty acedemically "bad" university i really dont think im smart enough for this course.
Everyone else gets on fine, but im not sure if ill be able to finish with a good grade. I know its still early etc. But i did this course as i wasnt able to find a profossional job after my BA so decided to do a MA.
Now, i wont just quit with nothing else lined up but should i start applying for jobs and quit/see if i can defer if i manage to get an offer. I understand its unlikely i get an offer but i just dont want to fail my MA and hate my time here becuase im already starting to dread classes!
I do have some professional experience, and most employers ive been interviewed by dont seem to care about my degree. I just messed up a few interviews so didnt get an offer.
Bascially, is it a good idea to start applying now for jobs and if i get an offer, defer/quit my MA? Or just wait until im done and hopefully ill start enjoying my course?