Really confused. Here's the situation.
I love zoology and animal behaviour, and biology in general. I have already been to uni to study art, but I want to go back and do zoology as it's a more stable career choice than being an illustrator (which I do as a hobby and love, but its murder full-time).
I am studying through the Open Uni right now to get my equivalent of science A Levels. I have been told I have a strong application to 5 top unis which I have already applied to through UCAS (see my sig for exact unis).
I do really, really want to go to ANY of these unis, it will be fun and I love the subject. BUT....
- I can continue studying the subject through the Open Uni anyway
- I am impressed with the courses through the OU, the quality of everything, and find it fun
- If I stay with Open Uni I get my degree COMPLETELY free as I have a disability (dyscalculia or 'maths dyslexia')
- I will be flexible to move house, travel, etc.
- I can work too. Another reason I want to go to uni is to meet people as I have just moved and lost contact with everyone. I have a very antisocial part-time job too. But If I stay with the OU I can work in a better job to get more money and meet people, and use the money to meet up with old friends, do fun stuff in my spare time, etc.
- I won't have any debt at all.
- I guess I can still apply for a postgrad at a top uni after (have always hankered after a postgrad)
- I will be almost 25 when I start my degree at a 'normal' uni and am worried I will feel out of place amongst all you kids and a bit of a dosser who should have got a job
- The OU will take less time as I'm already studying the first year now and can count past credit towards it
Plus I will be able to set up this business I have been thinking about if I get a part-time job (rather than full-time) whilst studying with OU
BUUUUUUUT then I think... I can go to a 'normal' uni, meet people there, get the benefit of lectures and socieities and talking with other bright young things, get hands-on learning with experiments etc., the loan may not matter too much to me in future (will it?) and perhaps more kudos in future when applying to do a postgrad/general career (as all my uni choices are pretty good)
Help meeeee. Thoughts? Opinions?
EDIT: Although I love zoology, IF I decide to stay with the OU I will do a Natural Sciences degree. The course appeals to me a lot and I would like to get a grounding in all the sciences. If I do this I will have the money to specialise in zoology later in a masters (or something).